Open Minded

So, I am finally going to be meeting my father face-to-face on Saturday afternoon. Its so strange to me that this is actually happening. This kind of feels like a first date. I know, that sounds gross, but it has all the makings without the intentions. What picture has he formed in his head about what I look like? Is he going to compare me to his other daughter? Oy, this is very nerve racking. I'm trying to play it cool as my friends are continuously talking about it, but I am quite nervous.

We will be doing a paternity test while he is here. In fact, I feel like that is the driving force behind him traveling all this way. I get that by getting the results of this test we (HE) will know once and for all and then can have some conversations with people in his family.

I'm just going to roll with this all and just know that I am so loved and supported that none of this really matters...no, it does matter it just can't take over me.
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